Monday, November 30, 2009

Pranks

Words evade me lately.


"Hi to the haters, I'll see you lataa"

Monday, November 23, 2009

Or worse.

"Things will be different. I promise myself that much"







"Write me off, cause I'd rather stop now if you won't open up"

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Forward Can't Be Stopped

Time for random sentences that mean nothing to anyone except me.
You're a slut.
You're a drunk slut.
You've changed.
You're a bitch.
You're an asshole.
Why the hell would you do that?
I love you to death.
You're my favorite.
I wish you liked me more.
I hate, hate, HATE you.
You're the dumbest teacher I've ever had.
You really are a bitch.
I like you, and possibly you. This is weird, I go from like noone, to two totally different people.
Say whatttt?
I like you each for the different things you bring to the table.
what to do, what to do.
make up your mind marissa.
You're prob going to end up with neither, but pick one to at least have hopes for.


"Cause my world revolves around you its so hard for me to breathe."

Friday, November 20, 2009

Dez moines

That song ^^ will forever remind me of you.
Weird how things work out like that.
I've never felt so out of place as I did tonight.
Sorry for trailing you like a sad lost puppy, I'm just shy when I don't know anyone.
Tonight was fun though, I like meeting new people, I just hate the awkwardness of it.


"I'll run forever with you."

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Please take a long hard look through your textbook, cause I'm history.

Owl city, I don't care what you have to say, I enjoy their music.
It makes me happy. He looks at the world in such an original way.
Originality, something the world needs.
Music in general makes me happy.
Glee makes me happy.
People let me down, everyday.
I let myself down, everyday,
Things will change, after break, I promise myself that much.
Working at Weis Markets has made me realize, people are terribly rude.
I've also realized technology is deteriorating the world we live in.
You, are my constant, I wish this would turn into something real.
Though this seeping, paralyzing realization is that, well that it won't happen.

"Wish there was a way that I could make you understand"

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Baby catch me if you can

My mind is running circles around you.
You, my central idea. I find myself thinking of you a the most random of times.
Does this make you a crush?
Its one I never saw coming.
My feelings keep building, unsure, unstable, but sound.



On another note.
Scene kids, im glad you were ratted out.
If youre stupid enough to smoke pot in the first place, let alone bring it to school, you should get in trouble.
I fucking hate you all.

"Whats holding me back, is the thought of time we never had.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Stop, just stop.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

just incase my head caves in

I'll take my leave, and I won't even look back.

"you know that I could use somebody"

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Got me out here in the water so deep.

If you can't take it, don't give it.
Period.


"Im through with playing by the rules of someone elses game."

Friday, November 13, 2009

See it fast, hear it slow.

My feet cant breathe. I need to take my socks off.
Ahh, much better.
Coed sleepovers seem to be a hot topic.
Lets just say one thing.
Mom, sorry to break it to you, but if I wanted to have sex, I wouldnt need a sleep over to do so.
So, I dont see the big deal in the sleepovers, I never have.
Random statements that seems to be floating around in my head currently, I feel the need to get rid of them.
You inspire me.
I really like you, and I cant explain why.
I wish you cared about me.
I would, if you texted me.
I love music.
I hate most girls.
I hate people who smoke pot, period.
I hate the fact that people think its cool to get drunk, sorry you look like a fucking dumbass.
No one likes you, go home.
Im always tired.
I wish you saw me the way i see you.
I wish I didnt have such a problem with authority.
I wish I looked happy when I work.
I wish I could sing.
Orrr dance.



"Turn you down, I wish I could"

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Back in black

I love the junior girls with my entire heart.
Sophomores, you can s a d for all i care.
Deanna, is my hero for life.
I never thought I would lay out to get a flag, but I did.
Kristi, you're the only player I give praise to.
I thought I had a concussion. But i dont think i do.
Thank you josh and carly for being my doctors.
Im exhausted.
Oh thank you mr cohen for letting me play
not to mention its bullshit i got in trouble at all
fuck bangor, seriously.

"you're gonna need a body bag, I'll break bones you didnt know you had.

Monday, November 9, 2009

I know you know my boyfriend is out of town.

"What if I led a different life? Would you stay, stay?
What if you could only speak the truth? What would you say, say?
There is a part in everyday, when I lie to myself and say that its okay.
Cause if I don't I think I'd go insane. But the truth is I only have myself to blame.
Explain to me how you're so damn naive, think I don't see, see.
Forget what I said you're only good in bed or on your knees.
Time doesn't wait for anyone."

"ive got more wit, better kiss, hotter touch a better fuck, then any boys you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me"

Sunday, November 8, 2009

According to you, I'm stupid, I'm useless, I cant do anything right.

"Who has a girlfriend, and who doesnt have a boyfriend?"
wow, you're a fucking dickhead.
I have NO clue what I ever saw in you.
I can't even stand you anymore.
You think you're always right, you're always wrong.
wrongwrongwrongwrong
You're all wrong.
I dont need your smartass comments.
I hate the entired male specises. They all suck.



"stop the track, let me state facts"

Thursday, November 5, 2009

two thousand eleven, two thousand eleven, two two two two two thousand eleven.

Tonight was fun.
Juniors are beat.
Seniors suck.
Perfect ten.
Perfect what?/ One step above.
and then i couldnt tell what they were saying.
bonfire is love.
Dancing with my friends for over an hour was the highlight of my night.
That and Jess when we were at five points.
"oh uhmmm TGSL(star) what can we make of that?"
"OH! Thank God Someone Likes Stars"
Thanks for that Jess.



"Who's gonna run this town tonight?"

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Who will be there in the end?

I hate scene kids.
I hate drama.
I hate gossip.
I hate rumors.
I hate power hungry teachers.
I hate overachievers.
I hate freshman.
I hate crowded hallways.
I hate people who don't have school spirit.
I hate pointless text messages.
I hate attention whores.
I hate the fact that all questions must have answers.
I hate manipulative people.
I hate phone Nazis.
I hate weis markets.
I hate overly opinionated people.
I hate people that always have to be correct.
I hate people who choose to spell words wrong just because they think its cool.
I hate the fact that people think they need to fit in or be cool.
I hate that no one is original anymore.
I hate our government.
I hate money.
I hate the need to be better for someone else.
I hate feeling like I'll never get out.
I hate feeling stuck.
I hate not being able to trust anyone anymore.
I hate not being able to tell anyone.
I hate you for putting me through something like that.
I hate myself for allowing you to walk away.
I hate myself for pulling you back in.



"What if I led a different life, would you stay?

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

and how i hope to god he was worth it

I think my wrist is sprained. Its kinda swallen, and it hurts to type. Oh well. There is one man who comes to mr. zs often, and his voice is sooo deep that it sounds like it would be painful when he speaks. Im making shark fins for tomorrow. Mother is making me get the H1N1 vaccine tomorrow. I dont want it. I cant stand people anymore. Working in customer service has convinved me that most people really are just that bad. The rudeness I have to put up with on a daily basis is redicoulous. I like your car. A lot. These feelings I have for you are the weirdest ones yet. Who would have thunk it?




"Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat"