I can't wait to start

I found a plan that will work
I start it tomorrow
Wish me luck



"You come to find that trust has come and gone."

Its a whole new kind of hate

I hate this place.
I hate this town.
I hate the people.
No, I REALLY hate the people.
Everyone pretty much.
You all suck.
You're all annoying.
You get excited over stupid things.
Your voices make me cringe.
No I mean, I REALLY hate the people.
God, I can't wait to move.



"If you'd let me have my way I swear I'd tear you apart."

Then think of what you did and how I hope to God he was worth it

One song.
Its simply amazing how one song can send shivers down your spine.
Rhythm. Rhyme. Bass. Treble. Lyrics. Vocals. Notes. Strums. Beats.
How?
How is it that these songs still bring me back?
Those days simply flash back in front of my eyes,
faster than I'm able to turn the song off.
Those days were nightmares.
I'm ready to move on, but something is holding me back.
The real question is, can I break free, or do I like being stuck?


"Watch your mouth, oh, oh, oh.
Because your speech is slurred and I bet you might just swallow your tongue"

I cant feel it baby

It slowly builds, from the bottom to the top.
Almost over-flowing.
I'm free, I'm free, I'm free.
I could scream it from the top of this city.
Thank God, I'm finally free.

"Remember, cause that's all you can do"

Lyrics that can mean the world

from the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them

Goodbye to you
you're taking up my time

you call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
i'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all thats mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine

Nothing new

Just a burning inscent and much needed sleep



"I'm staying up all night hoping, hittin' my head against the wall."

livin like, like theres no tomorrow

I lost myself.
I never used to care
I used to live life.
I can never find my way back, ever.
Lost and found? No, lost forever.
I gained this feeling that I need you, and I hate it.
Things used to be spur of the moment.
I miss you.
I miss me.




" Imma be rocking like this, what.
Yall niggers wanna talk shit, what.
Why dont you put this on the blog nigga."

Worth dying for

make a move make a move make a move.
what if he rejects it,
he wont.
but he might.
shit what do i do.
have someone set it up for you.
but i dont want to get dicked over again.
its different with him.
its different with him.
you dont actually like him.
you dont actually like him.







"stand on top of the roof top wondering,
is it good? yeah its good for jumpin.

Imagen all the people sharing all the world

Tonight was fun.
Lets play strip padiddle, and then get lost.
hahahahah, i love you guys :]






P.S Stoping pulling me in twenty different directions.





"You, you may say I'm a dreamer.
But I'm not the only one.
I hope some day you will join us,
And the world will live as one."

Dear mom

You asked me who I was pissed at, and that makes me think you're reading my blog, which makes me angry.
This is one place where I can vent about whatever I want, use whatever language I want, and have just my friends see. So if you are reading this, its nothing against you, but i'll either be setting it to private, or deleting it.

Laugh it all off in your face, what would you do?

"I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself.
This is who I really am."



Screaming at the top of my lungs, "I FUCKING HATE YOU."
Punchingkickingscreamingrippingcuttingsmashingscratching.
Its just me and you, alone.
No one is here to stop me this time.
Who will win, a stressed mind, or a heavy heart?
I look up one last time into the mirror, and the war begins.




"Did you regret ever standing by my side?"

I'm on the edge, seconds from tipping over.
Then again I may have already started the free-fall.
The quote "The straw that breaks the camels back," no longer seems humors to me.


"santa you bitch, didnt get a damn thing from my christmas list.

Mr. Winter, don't forget her

Alone:

adj.

1. Being apart from others; solitary.

2. Considered separately from all others of the same class

3. Being without anyone or anything else; only.

4. Being without equal; unique.

Lucky:
adj. luck·i·er, luck·i·est

1. Having or attended by good luck. See Synonyms at happy.

2. Having good fortune.




I'm alone, so consider yourself lucky.



"Till everyone is singing, la la la, la la la,la la la"

No I wont give in

You really are better then them.
Don't let them bring you down.
Tough relationship after tough relationship.
With a heart as great as yours, one day everything will work out.
You will find the guy who was worth getting past all the bullshit.
He will treat you right.
I love you to death bestfriend, and I hate seeing you in pain.
So whenever you need me, I'll be there,
I love you. :]

"When it gets cold and it feels liek the end, theres not place to go you know I won't give in. No I won't give in. Keep holdin on, cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through. Just stay strong, cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you.

Im bruised and scarred

Fuck this.
6-8 pages of bullshit.
I hate writing papers on topics I don't care about.
Gandhi, you're a great guy and all, but I'd rather write about something more interesting.

"Someone please sing this love-sick melody."

I think I like you, move back please.
Words worth writing down still evade me, so I'll just rant about randomness.
My room is disgusting, I need to clean it.
I NEED to do wash too.
I still love music.
I need sleeeeep.
I love under armor.
Things, starting tonight, are changing.
You're also an option ;]
hmmm lets see how things progress.

"Promise you, promise you that, promise I'll never change.
Promise you, pormise you that, that your heart will break."