Hard

Today was one of the hardest I've ever gone through.
Friends, close friends, pouring their hearts out, bawling their eyes out until they were dry.
Listening to the best friend speak, crying as the words flowed from his lips.
I've never cried so hard in my life.
Hey Ike, how about that time in Sports marketing when someone unplugged your mouse and you got so pissed because your computer wasnt working.
Or when you tried during the review game to be all cool cause you played basketball and shoot from the 3 point range but completely miss.
I may not have been close with you, but I knew you, my best friends were close with you, and seeing how hurt they were hurt me.
I just can't stop crying now.
These next couple of days are going to be nearly unbearable, but I'll fight through them.
I don't want money, or tuesday for that matter to come.
God please watch over the rest of us, keep us safe. We need each other now more than ever.
I don't think I can take take much more of this.

"all that he was, its just a tragedy."