Do you ever feel like,

maybe, just maybe you didn't get it quite right?


"forget about me, its what I deserve."

I don't understand

If I'm so happy, why do I feel so depressed?





"From your lips she drew the hallelujah."

Meh

Oh no, its cool, I didnt want be friends anymore anyway.


"She stole everything you heart desired, now you want it back."

You don't phase me anymore.

I take it with a gain of salt.






"We lost ourselves in the bright lights, I wish you could have seen us."

I got a dirty mind, I got filthy ways

What a great song :)
We'll see where we get to this time.


Oh and, politicians suck.
Today, when Mrs. Brown said
"If you ask him a question such as , 'What about taxes?' and he answers with
'I like lollipops.' thank him for his answer and sit back down."
I thought she was joking.
She wasnt.
The only reason Obama was elected was because he's a smooth talker.




"Kiss me, k-k-kiss me. Infect me with your lovin, fill me with your poison."

What you say is true.

I feel like I always have to be right, because I want you to think I'm smart.
I constantly take control of the music in your car for two reasons:
1. Whoever I'm driving with 8 times out of 10 will have me put my iPod in.
2. I believe its become an obsessive-compulsive disorder, that along with my music ADD.
I bottle up my feelings not only to you, but to everyone, because thats what life has taught me to do.
Nobody really cares about anyone else, everyone is selfish.
Why bother telling someone my problems, when I feel like they might think I'm just begging for attention?
The only way I know how to express myself is through the lyrics in the songs I listen to.
I tell myself it wasn't a selfish choice to put you through this, I still believe that.
Its not fair to you, or to me to constantly stress out about time I don't have.
There simply are not enough hours in the day.




"So you give up every chance you get just to feel new again."

Just be more aggressive

and maybe things will change.


"I still wish you the best of lucky baby, don't go thinking that this was a waste of time. I couldnt forget you if I tried."

I thought we could wait for the fireworks, I thought we could wait for the snow.

The seemingly endless amounts of snow are beginning to get on my nerves.
At this rate, the class of 2011 will never graduate.
My days with you have been getting soo much better.
You make me happy when I'm upset, but you also know how to piss me off.
I sometimes get really hard on myself, because I'm not as pretty as those "friends."
Things will be different, starting tomorrow.
I want to be tan, I hate how pale I am.
I also hate my smile, my cheeks, and my chin.
Life would be easier if we all looked the same but had different personalities.


"So when this is over, don't blow your composer baby."

I'm so angry, I could...

I hate everyone.
And I don't mean the song.
I mean, everyone pisses me off.
Sorry I'm not good enough for you now.
When they all leave, you're fucked.

I can't stand you.

Fuck work, I hate the people there, and all their bullshit.

I wish I was going far away to school.
You're the only thing I'm staying for. I don't want to say goodbye.

You used to fucking hate her, and now your friends?
Damn, if I did that, I would be a hypocrite.

You like to choose your friends over me, if I did that, the world would end.


Dear Ethan,
You're the biggest fucking asshole I have ever met.
You deserve nothing but misfortune.
You fuck people over, and don't give a fuck about how anyone other than you feel.
I honestly have no clue what I ever saw in you.
I don't know what they see in you either.
Pure stupidity.
Sincerely, Marissa.



"Should I write myself out of the history books?"

I wouldn't mind it at all.

I hate you, a lot.
You're really annoying.
You say things just because you're hoping you'll get a laugh.
Fuck this school.
I'm done, I just want to graduate.
So what if I'm going to nacc. I'm saving money, fuck you.
I'll be at Pitt or Penn State in two years, I'm over it.

"California show me love lets get fucked up."