I don't know whats going on lately. I swear the whole world has lost their minds, and I swear I'm 100% bipolar. My mind has been changing fast as ever. I dont know what I want anymore. Confusion is the key word for me. I can't get over this jealousy, and I can't get over this longing for him. I think I'm losing myself, and that scares me. I just want to melt away into this music right now, and I think I might. My life has never seemed so chaotic. I want to find myself again. I want this self hating to go away, I mean, ive never hated what ive become so much before, and I fear a good nights sleep wont shake the way i feel right now. I dont know what to do with myself anymore, this is just terrible, I'm hoping for a day things will look up, but for now that day seems out of reach.
"This bottles half way empty
Cause your glass is half way full
Can you please go without me
I swear that everything's alright"
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