Monday, October 5, 2009

Slowly but surely

Everything and everyone is changing. I hate the people of Bangor. Just to let you know, just because you get drunk and do stupid shit, does NOT make you look cool, at all. You look like either a cheap slut or a drunk asshole. Do either of those things sound nice? uhhh I dont think so.

"I'm a real big fan of yours, but I'm quite the joke to you."



blahh i decided to edit this, i have things to add.
One, im OVERLY excited to see the used, im listening to my favorite six minute long video of on my own live. oh god, its seriously orgasmic.
Two, my mom just said i could go on the trip to rome, paris, etc. Im so excited, but nervous about the cost, plus car insurance, plus gas money, god fml, i need more hours at the z.

I still dont understand why, even though i have all of this, i still feel empty, i still feel like something is missing. I dont know how to describe this feeling, the feeling that something just isnt right in my life. I have no clue what it is. I also no matter how many people I talk to, no matter who it is, i feel so alone, like im in this bubble, i can talk to them, they can talk to me, but i wont let anyone in. I havent talked to anyone about anything serious in a while, and to be quite honest, i dont know if i even could if i tried.



"Try to hold it all inside, for just one night"

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